Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Ramblings :)

So time does fly!! Life goes on with or without us it seems.  I mean I always knew that but... I am not really sure what I am trying to get at or what I actually mean. I have found that when I look back, things seem much better than they felt at the actual time.  If that makes any sense.  Since Emma all things are different.  Things that used to matter and take up so much of my life, mean little or nothing anymore. My priorities have changed which is good but I feel I have lost a part of me.  I am Emma's mom and some days that is all I am. Seems Melissa has been put on a shelf until a later date.  But what happens when that day comes?  I am trying to find my way back to me!  Remember the things that I enjoy.  Because doing what I enjoy and taking time for me makes me a better mom, wife, and friend.  It is a rough balance because there is the all famous mom guilt. 

Ok so I am done whining ~ I am back to writing this blog because it is a place to put my thoughts.  It is a place to share.  And a place for me to return to and remember the little things :)

Hope you will take the journey with me!